home sweet home~

weeeeeee~~~

yeah~~~~~~

tomorrow i'm going back to my sweet sweet home..

to have my 1 week Chinese New Year break =)

teehee =D

frens~!!!

wait me there...

i want date you ALL!!!!

you know WHAT??

you know WHAT???

I GOT THE CAR STICKER TO ENTER THE UNI..

WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA..

BUT..

i lost my resident car sticker at the same time..

haih..

think too much then do too much lo..

thought to go renew the sticker but..

end up..

they took the car sticker and cut it..

then dun let me to apply..

due to i'm not a RESIDENT..

what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!

and..

i have need somebody to talk to..

next week go back for new year break ler..

going to find my best fren..

and have a pillow talk..

something is very difficult to talk to those still virgin fren..

hmm...

XD

能怎样?!

我真的不~~~~~喜欢读书!!!

做么要逼我读书?!

那张文凭是你们要而已...不是我!!!

我是人,我会累的...

当初,

你们说我,整二十岁人,不知道自己的兴趣的咩?!

我不是不懂...只是..我喜欢的,不是你喜欢的...

所以..不被接纳而已...

好...

我现在很后悔...

当初单纯只是因为"他"在金宝读书..

所以,我才过来金宝读书..

不然你以为我贪金宝什么?!

够闷?! 够清静啊?!

很羡慕我的朋友..

她依然放弃银行的工作..

把存到的钱拿去学化妆..

为她自己喜欢的事物奋斗,努力..

她勇敢地为自己而打拼...

做自己喜欢的事情...

我呢?!

做自己喜欢的事..

谈何容易...

你要做的当儿,身边的人支持你吗?!

朋友可以义无反顾的精神上支持..

可是,最亲的家人呢?父母呢??

一点都不支持...

试问..这种情况下..还有勇气吗?!

他们以为把最好的都给我..

不是我不珍惜..

可是...他们知道我心里面的想法吗?

知道我真正要什么吗?

他们不懂,更从来不问...

一纸文凭真的那么重要??

有些同学,考完spm就去工作的..

现在他们都能自给自足...

用自己赚的钱..买自己喜欢的东西..

我们这些所谓的大学生呢??

20岁了..

还没个月摊开手掌和父母拿钱..

自己都知道..父母是一天比一天老..

可还在为我们担心..

为我们的学费筹谋...

毕业的时候...他们当然无比欣慰...

可是..凭着那一纸文凭去找工作..

搞不好..你的上司的学历还比你低..

经验抵不过文凭?!

不要再拿你们十几二十年前..

那个几分钱一碗面的时代来和现在比..

真的..时代不同了...

我20岁了..

依然对自己的未来没有任何憧憬..

没有任何理想...

虽然现在修读PR..

可是..我并不像当pr practitioner..

还在为你们要的那一纸文凭..

尝试努力...

为自己而活..这...离我很远...

朋友说..

停下来..整理思绪...想清楚..

停?!

我想过休学想清楚啊..

在上的父母截然反对..

最后草率决定..

2012快来吧..

让我消失好了..

真的活着很累 =(

new semester~

yoyoyo~~

new semester has started...

today is the second day of school..

woots!!

the first day go class, i felt nervous..

LOL..

what the hell is wrong with me?!

but, the teacher didn't come.

FINE~

today..

wah~~

8am to 7pm class...

juz have small gap between these classes..

so far,

the political science lecturer is good, quite funny ppl..

then the intro to multimedia is sucks!!

BORING...

hmm..

so far so good ler...

hope this semester passed all subject then i happy dy...

pls~~

god ah god~~

i pray u so so sincere one leh~~

bless me la~~

OMFG!

OMFG!!

GOOD ONE~!

I FAILED MY C&C..

IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME TO GO TO PRAY TODAY..

WENT THOSE TEMPLE WITH DARL YAN~

PRAY A LOT..

THEN I FAILED MY EXAM..

GOOD 1...

SUPER THANKS THE GOD..==

WELL..

GONNA HAND IN THE SCL TO THE FXCKER ADVISER..

HAIH..

SAD~~~

single

......ANNOUNCEMENT.....

MISS ANNIE C. is officially single now

since he dun ever try to get mr back tho..

so i juz decide to break lo..

he don't appreciate me..

how sad also no use ler....

AND

I'M ACTUALLY NOT THAT TOUGH

i cried alone in my room at night..

FRENS..

let me be..

gimme some times..

I WILL BE FINE

^^